Thursday, March 18, 2010

Elijah

Its been ten days since I’ve gotten back from my 10-day outreach trip- still digesting, processing and (soon, hopefully) reflecting on what I’ve learned. I wish my fingers had the endurance to type out everything that I experienced, the people I encountered, and the ways I was challenged throughout the week- but they simply don’t. I do, however, eagerly look forward to sharing stories with anyone willing to listen when I return home this summer.

Still, I want to tell you all about a morning that became the highlight of the trip for me….

On Wednesday mornings Bethany Christian Centre puts on an outreach intended for toddlers and their moms. Every Wednesday the church floods with over 150 screaming kids. Our outreach team was simply asked to interact with the toddlers and their moms, and to put on a little puppet show about the 10 lepers. Before that day I wasn’t overly excited about the morning. Toddlers are high-energy, high-emotion, non-stop screaming machines with the endurance of a world-class marathon runner. Not exactly my cup of tea. I walked through the church doors Wednesday morning with a horrible perspective that was self-centered. I thought there was no way I was going to leave the church that day learning/seeing/experiencing anything that was going to be of personal significance.

I learned very quickly that God has a sense of humor. And that if we think we have ourselves figured out better than He does He’ll show us that we don’t. Within minutes of the outreach beginning, I met a 3-year old boy named Elijah. Something was special about this kid. I’m not sure why, in a gymnasium that was full to its limit with toddlers, I was drawn to this particular boy, but there is no doubt in my mind that I was. He beamed radiantly. We played with hot wheels and action figures that kicked up awesome memories (my guys, ha), but more importantly; I saw God’s character in this little boy in a way that I foolishly never thought I could. Joy, gentleness, peace, selflessness.

It didn’t take me long to realize that he had a speech deficiency. Also, the entire left side of his body was under-developed, and he had a constant stream of spit dribbling out the left corner of his mouth. His mother came over to where we were playing and explained to me that Elijah has cerebral palsy. For him, it means he can’t be a part of the games he sees his friends playing on the playground, he’ll never be able to play sports, and he will never speak correctly. And yet, his smiling never ceased and his laughter seemed to have no end. He was so happy, so content to have someone to play with and little action figures to smack each other with. I ended up spending the whole morning with him; playing silly games with him, laughing with him and showing God’s love to him as best as I could.

At the end of my time with him, I felt so heavy-hearted. So much of me wants to watch Elijah grow up, mature and become a man and be there for him to tell him how much God loves him. Its sad to think its more than likely I will never see him again, and yet God is faithful; because I have the opportunity for a life-long commitment to Elijah through prayer. Even though our paths may never again cross, I have the ability to encourage and support him all throughout his life.

Elijah and me.....


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Streams In The Desert (Aug. 15th)

'We must go through many hardships to enter the kingdom of God' (Acts 14:22)

The best things in life are the result of being wounded. Wheat must be crushed before becoming bread, and incense must be burned by fire before its fragrance is set free. The earth must be broken with a sharp plow before being ready to receive the seed. And it is a broken heart that pleases God.

Yes, the sweetest joys of life are the fruits of sorrow. Human nature seems to need suffering to make it fit to be a blessing to the world.

Beside my cottage door it grows,

The loveliest, daintiest flower that blows,

A sweetbrier rose.

At dewy morn or twilight’s close,

The rarest perfume from it flows,

This strange wild rose.

But when the raindrops on it beat,

Ah, then, its odors grow more sweet,

About my feet.

Often with loving tenderness,

Its soft green leaves I gently press,

In sweet caress.

A still more wondrous fragrance flows

The more my fingers close

And crush the rose.

Dear Lord, oh, let my life be so

Its perfume when strong winds blow,

The sweeter flow.

And should it be Your blessed will,

With crushing grief my soul to fill,

Press harder still.

And while its dying fragrance flows

I’ll whisper low, ‘He loves and knows

His crushed brier rose.’

If you aspire to be a person of consolation, if you want to share the priestly gift of sympathy, if you desire to go beyond giving commonplace comfort to a heart that is tempted, and if you long to go through the daily exchanges of life with the kind of tact that never inflicts pain, then you must be prepared to pay the price for a costly education-for like Christ you must suffer.

Frederick William Robertson